Fuck.

I’m done. Nothing is working for me, and everything is getting worse. I’m fat. I have no friends. I’m fat. I’m ugly. I’m fat. I blew everything with a guy I recently started talking to. Oh, and I’m fat. Can not wait for school to be over. I’m going to lock myself in my room, sleep all day, and not eat.

I hate when people act nice to me. I know they don’t actually like me, I think they just feel bad for me.
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want an ana buddy?? i dont have one!!

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Don’t eat for a week and you get this. But then of course you gain it all back and more in two days. Fuck everything.

I’m so tired of this. I keep gaining and gaining. I could fast, exercise, and purge and I still wouldn’t lose a lb. I don’t even want to leave my house anymore, I’m so disgusting. I pretty much stopped going to school because everyday I look worse. I hate feeling nervous over every little thing I do & When I’m at school, I eat more because of lunch. Must I fail everything? I’m going on a strict fast.. Any ana sisters want to do this with me? I really can’t do it alone.